As Beth Moore is teaching us to say (and do) in our study, I AM BELIEVING GOD!!
We have hit a roadblock; it’s not good at all. The problem is with the current SDA Director and children in foster care. Pretty much, she is not allowing these children to be adopted internationally. Before she came back such adoptions were happening but not since she has officially come back in power in March 1, 2008. With our dossier being submitted just one month from now, we need to figure something out, as our dossier will be rejected just based on our Petition To Adopt requesting a child in foster care.
I just had a major melt down and cried out to the Lord. I bawled my eyes out and pleaded that “Flower” would not be taken from us again, I can’t bear the thought. I don’t believe that is God’s plan; I believe He has spoken quite clearly many, many times that she will come home to us forever. I begged for a word from Him... SOMETHING.
I opened my Bible. I don’t have scripture memorized (though I’d like to). I am still a new believer with so much to learn. I thought I would open to the book of Psalm and perhaps I would find a prayer to send up to my Lord. I opened right to Psalm 146. I just felt drawn to it and began to read instead of search for another. If you are not familiar (like me), here is what is says (the emphasis is mine):
1 Praise the L
Let all that I am praise the L
2 I will praise the L
I will sing praises to my God with my dying breath.
3 Don’t put your confidence in powerful people;
there is no help for you there.
4 When they breathe their last, they return to the earth,
and all their plans die with them.
5 But joyful are those who have the God of Israel as their helper,
whose hope is in the L
6 He made heaven and earth,
the sea, and everything in them.
He keeps every promise forever.
7 He gives justice to the oppressed
and food to the hungry.
The L
8 The L
The L
The L
9 The L
He cares for the orphans and widows,
but he frustrates the plans of the wicked.
10 The L
He will be your God, O Jerusalem, throughout the generations.
Praise the L